I knew she had spread her legs….I heard the insects spill to
the floor, the serpents slither about the hardwood worn-
through surface of the room. I felt the cold tingling of
arousal as I thought of where I might go, where I may havebeen before. She is something I cannot describe, can you
call a lady who brings you to a brink beyond orgasm a
whore? Does it really matter? The fact is when she sucks
the end of a corpse and looks at me with a gleam of
sensuality I can only shudder about what we can do.
What about the corpse fluid which she smears about her
mouth as she asks me to enter her from behind.
When I sleep she comes to me, screaming and droning
like a fly, her name was Nasu. When she rides me at night I
feel insects enter me like a catheter, sharp stinking pain
which causes complete shock and every limb freezing in
unconscious pain. She lets her rancid salvia drip on my
open mouth, locked in an ever screaming mouth which
has no beginning or end, like the abyss. The smell is like
when you pass a rotting animal dead for two or so days,
exception being the ghastly odor emerging from a nubile
and almost beautiful woman.
This necrophiliac nightmare (she is moving like a living
woman) riding your cock and lubricating it with fly-infested
cold female-ejaculation, the motion too intense to feel the
littering my groin with larvae. It is as if she has the
hemorrhagic saliva lubricating her genitals which seem to
be as small hungering mouths moving up and down in a
moment of obsession, seeking to fill her desire accordingly.
She comes to me as a gray-greenish skinned woman, like
a corpse who has rested in cold waters for too long. She
rushed to me as the corpse fiend, her cold lips licking my
own, he blackened finger tips caressing my chest, the
chilling touch arousing me like something I have never felt
before. As she began riding me, thrusting me deep within
her cold core, I felt again the rush of insects, her very spirit
corrupting everything in which I was.
I closed my eyes when I felt I would climax within her, she
whispered in my ear not to give in to that and hold myselfin check. From her sides did those legs tear through the
skin, kneading my flesh with slow, careful movements.
She kisses me again, her bites are small, she drinks the
blood. I can feel the burning of hemorrhagic saliva she
drips into the wound as she laps up the blood. Her eggs
may turn to larvae and awaken in my body, yet we will be
as one.
I want to see her take the form of a beautiful woman,
seduce another and with the insatiable lust of a Sapphic
idealist, push her tongue deeper into the burning openingof a woman of thirty…then can she vomit the larvae of her
body, drujih, darkness and corruption of her black flame
into her womb at the moment of orgasm. I hope to
awaken an antichrist by this way….a new flesh.
CONSCIOUSNESS AND TRANSFORMATION
Consciousness as defined in the Vama
Marga is the realization that all must join
with the absolute, by experiencing the pain
and pleasure of this world of flesh and spirit.
The Luciferian considers that the
consciousness should not be joined with the
absolute, the devouring principle, rather
separated and transformed into a divnity by
realizing the therionick and angelick
aspects of the Mind-Body-Spirit. This grimoire
will no doubt sicken many of you, such is the
way of initiation. Some will find attraction once you have
felt repulsion, if so, keep on and find the temple of
pleasure and pain!
Consciousness is the point of awake and existent in the
world around you. This does not define being aware of
the ‘self’ on any particular level. The Luciferian who seeks
the concept of spiritual immortality must have the ‘trshna’
or ‘thirst’ for continued existence. The Luciferian utilizes the
practices of Yoga and Buddhism as a means of self-
control and development, however the Luciferian is an
anti-Buddhist in result. To achieve control and destroy the
mind into the concept of ‘oneness’ of God is self-hate. The
Luciferian recognizes divinity within, seeking to materialize
it and refine consciousness becomes the ‘Azothoz’ point
of Magick itself, the beginning and end.Let us present a new ‘twist’ on Sex Magick to focus on the
following goals:
1. Self-transformation through the gnosis of the
adversary.
2. Self-deification of the core essence of the self,
before initiation – a sense of something more, a
hunger for knowledge. During and beyond – the
core essence being similar to a devouring serpent,
the immortal daemon reflecting the illumination of
the fallen angels – divinity with the knowledge and
power of darkness and self-godhood.
3. Awakening Shakti or the Kundalini to rise up
through each chakra, piercing and illuminating it
with the Golden Fire of Wisdom and perception.
Understanding and becoming familiar with the
daemonic feminine within through the Workings of
a Shakti (i.e. a Scarlet Woman) or initiate Pairikas, a
daughter of Az.

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